Hello Stacey, thanks so much for taking the time to share your feedback! This specific mala includes an adjustable knot near the guru bead, so it can be tightened and loosened to your desired fit. It sounds like this knot was tightened a little too much which is causing that premature wear. No worries! We are always happy to detail how to adjust this design and assist with an exchange or repair. Mala makers in Kathmandu, Nepal hand-string this design with genuine Amazonite beads. If you noticed wear to the gemstones, we would love to help further. Please send us a photo at info@dharmashop.com and we can find the best solution to ensure a perfect mala for your daily practice. I hope this information is helpful! Thanks again for your feedback and for choosing our small shop when selecting mala beads. Namaste!